I felt very disappointed today .. You broke your promise ..
but in the end i choose to forgive everything and forgive you .
because i love you so ..
every time when i share any of my thing with you ..
when i feel so excited .. when I'm happy , i though you will be the same with me ..
i though you were happy too .. but I'm definitely wrong ..
泼我冷水 才是你的强项 ..
But for you .. you only know the problem is .. who wrong who correct ..
why i can't forgive you when you stomachache .. why i always blame on you ..
but did you think properly ? if i really blame on you why would i forgive you ?
did you think before ? Our problem is not that simple as you think ?
We don't have the same topic to talk to ......
We are kinda mind of win and lose .....
Our conversation is definitely have a big problem ....
Every time i tell my self .. maybe i think too much ?
When we are happy and sweet .. we really meant happy ..
but it doesn't mean we are match you know ?
because we never try to solve the problem like what i list out just now .
Im tired you know ? i though we still have chance to go just now ..
but when i saw your Facebook status I'm feel so sadness and speechless ..
Can i ask you a question ? What are you thinking in your mind ?
You only care about who done the most wrong ? you only care about who wins ?
I'm trying to tell me self !
" Ivy !! no .. he is not that kind of person like you think .. he do care about you .. he loves you .. he just using the wrong way and kinda poor to show his care to you .. "
but sometime i will continues asking myself ? did he really care about what you think ?
did he really know you well ??
but i hope could see and hear your heart .. i wish you know what is inside your mind ..
how important is me inside your mind and your heart ?
but i scare the answer in your heart will disappointed me again .. I do scare ..
Maybe is time to end up our story ..
Maybe is the end of our love ?
So complicated .. confused .....
I need you .. but you are gone ...
so goodbye my love ..... thanks for giving me a lovely warm story and memories
even thought without a happy ending ...
